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Sunday, September 14, 2008

New adventures take too much time.

Sorry I haven't posted in a long while, I've been busy as of late with several projects as well as trying to find a new job further up the east coast ... or if i'm lucky a job that entails traveling. I miss moving around every three years as a military brat.

Anyways, the project's i've been working on include writing for www.gamertell.com and character concepts at iMU studios and bForsaken Productions. As well as my regular day job. Its been taking alot of my time lately, but I will try my best to get back on the blogging cycle and keep you posted.

I've recently started a myspace and facebook page if anyone wants to add me to their friendlist. Just look for YuffietheGreat on both of them. I'm also dealing with trying to figure out how get my groove back at work. Not sure if anyone can help me with this one though.

Recently, I've become bored with writing for my newspaper. I'm sort of distracted and want to move upwards in the gaming industry, but I also want to do more photography than writing. I think I need a vacation of sorts to get myself back together. My co-workers have begun to notice my lack of interest because its showing in the stories I've written in the past three weeks. I've been getting into trouble with the command information chief about my writing.

I'm not exactly sure she likes me much anyways, since it doesn't take much for her to blame for something. She gets excited about the little things easily, which is why I do try to do my best to make everyone happy. Even if I know I would have to be miserable for a few days. :(

Don't get me wrong, I love my job. Best people in the world to work with and all. I'm just ... distracted. I want more ... and I want something I can't have right now. A career that will allow me to just do what I enjoy most. Gaming and photography. I want to learn more but feel the only way to excel is to leave this town and adventure outside of North Carolina. See what I've been missing all these years and find something that will move me in a way that I will enjoy the next career choice as much as I have enjoyed working at the newspaper here. I feel I have been here so long, that I'm writing the same stories year after year and I'm letting the people I work with down because I can't put the same enthusiasm into my stories today that I did last year.

But I have a very good feeling that my time is soon, I will find the right path I need to walk on. I'm sure it will be scary at first, but as long as I don't let my past hold me back, it will be an adventure worth living.